The Serene

Of All the things i have gained, i miss my friends the most.

A fish and.. a Bicycle..?????

And a woman needs a man
Like a fish needs a bicycle

When you're tryin' to throw your arms around the world..

" Trying to throw your arms around the world "
U2

i like their songs quite a bit..
Loved their lyrics too.. Until this one came up.

Just couldnt digest the fact that these guys would write something this.. this.. Bizarre.
( The song is great, k?)
:)

Eviction from a heart..

We walked in with Joy
Twilight bidding us goodbye
Joy,of course was leashed.
Handle with care or lose it..

Met Junior sometime back
Promising young fellow.
Cute and talented..
Liked jeans better than pyjamas.

Goody beamed with glee at the sight
of the new kid in town.
Goody was like a mother to Junior,i say.
Goody took Junior home too,had a great time,when it wasnt allowed.

Then that evening, they evicted Junior
Reasons were cited, arguements convincing
and slicing the heart.
Inevitability had its share of fun,i say.

They Had to "let him go"
No one, Not One cared for Junior.
Love was muted,sighs piercing the sky.
Junior was evicted, "He's Not Here."

Protests in vain, this is a democratic country,i say.

And Goody was hurt beyond measure
And it pained us too.
We know not,
What became of good ol' Junior.


Yelling can result in silence
Eviction can cause absence
But Eviction from a heart..?
Absolute Nonsense.

Mercy him.. Perceive him..

In defense.
Of those who are at fault. Of those who are thought to be so.

I met a man the other day. I wish somebody would teach him about acceptance.
Cause he did not quite understand it.
He understood that some find it very easy to have fun. Some are so easy going,they dont mind having their leg pulled every now and then. And he wanted to BE like them. Some because of their childhood,because of what they UNDERSTAND to be true, WANNABE like these people..people who are easy to be with,people who are the life of parties. So this man tried to be "fun-to-be-with". He let people bash up his ego a bit now and then (Good for him!).. then it became pretty often.. that became Every other time .Oh, how his mind adored these people- how he wanted to be RECOGNISED . The dessert of FAME,with a dash of cyanide for self-esteem. How i pitied him.

Anyway, this man, when he started realising that a lot many friends of his abhorred imitation/adulation(?)/adoration(??), he chose to be different. His feelings of INFERIORITY about himself had led him to dress like X did, talk like Y did, laugh like Z did, walk like $ did, and so on. (and he told me he GENUINELY LIKED to laugh like $ did,thats how the poor guy LEARNED to laugh.. but then again,copyright laws came in. so.)
Now he wanted to be like himself, YET he wanted to be adored. Oh,what terrible confusion. No BELIEVE me, he really was confused. Confused about the grounds of acceptance here.
Maybe HE could not ACCEPT his OWN realities. Maybe he did not PERCEIVE that.
He SAW that some of his friends could not understand WHY he WANNABE,but i think he didnt accept himself as he was. Poor kid.

He had friends who would love him for what he was anyday, ANYHOW.
But sometimes, HIS understanding of what they said, would make him doubt those very friends too. And how, HOW would he ask them about these searing concerns (?.. would they not ask him if he had more urgent things to do in life?)

He then told me he was glad he knew a friend of old,who would listen to him. Whose very presence gave him peace not comprehendible, and assurance that he was loved the exact way he was created.

Man..! was I GLAD..? i leapt for Joy ! This Bugger didnt have to bother me ANYMORE.
He was saved from his misery,and so was i.. Phew..!

Phew.

Procrastinator Sr. and Jr.

If i had a God like me..
it would have been comfortable family.

If Procrastination ran through both of us..
Earth would have been here upgraded,but Heaven would still be under renovation.
The Cherubim would have been really bugged,not to mention,be out on the streets (Golden they maybe) ,friends would have kept mailing God,chatting Him up on Google Talk. Prodding him,inspiring him. But he would return to check scraps on Orkut.
Or whatever they would use in Heaven.

If i had a God like me..
it would have been comfortable family.

It would have been a bit odd to find that fish without the tail.
Discomfiting to stand in a line after finishing time on earth,

Waiting list for both heaven and hell. Oh yes,the Devil would have a pretty tough time too (assuming he survived his 1st attempt at rebellion..)

Think of such a God. A God who would be comfortable family.

An idea can change your Knight.

It hurts when it happens the second time. Always hurts.
The first time you didnt know.. but the second time,aww man..
6years ago, An imaginative kid like me,was inspired by a certain animated series (Batman-The Animated Series(Classic Stuff !) on DD-2 - anyone remembers?) so much,that he went ahead to cook up his own futuristic version of the Dark Knight.. [People with no particular interest in "cartoons" or "superheroes" or similar stuff,abandon ship NOW !]
The boy had it All done in his head..he called it Batman-2030. He had the cape designed to assist in flying And gliding. Infra-red vision fitted into the mask.
The Batmobile, an amphibious ride touching sub-sonic speeds with ease.
Latest arsenal on the rider as well as the ride. The Kid let his imagination ride people!
He even went ahead and came up with a soundtrack and matching action sequences. (Lol, come on !)

And then..2 months later- Batman:Beyond. Batman of the future. coming soon. on Cartoon Network. Shatter.. Shatter.. Believe That..?

5 years later..
"Batman Begins" breaks all ground with its spectacular direction and awesome fundas about the Dark Knight. Months later,the Kid is back at work again,this time in his head..
He cooks up a movie now.. calls it "the dark knight" .. Joker reigns in terror. The Ultimate showdown. A very cool Joker with new weapons,new tricks.. Psychological Warfare. The Kid had it All lined up. And yeah,there's this trailer the kid cooked up for the "Dark Knight".. it's Awesome..wish you could peep into the kid's head right now..man !
The Joker even had a sleek sports car (traditional Purple and Green ) and lets not forget Batman's Tumbler from "Batman Begins" - Its still there..!

But Destiny,not to be outdone.. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0468569/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Dark_Knight_%28film%29
No Dont bother.. its just a movie,the sequel they are making for "Batman Begins"
Probably getting released in July 2008. Just that its called "The Dark Knight"..
Like i said, NOT the 2nd time.
Mummeeee !

Just 2 Daddies..

Rush ma man,your Big Daddy is here..
Rush ma man,Judgement cometh and that too soon. Soon..?

Frankly,my ego needs its food. So my ego and me,we both dine. chew. mmm.. write clever scraps,write cool blogs. food. hungry hogs. both of us. i am expecting you to appreciate my blog,wonder at my prowess, of course it matters to my dear ego,what did you think?

You know what,am wondering.. i will write as i want to, as i feel i should. this is someone else's life,not my ego's. i hate it. this pedestal of mine on which i place my ego, i hate it. when i see that Daddy with a palpitating heart, the eyes once sparkling now dark,whatever little flame there was,blown away. yes,yes my hands shoot up into the air. ME ME !! i did it ! It was me !

2 Daddys..
Both living Sacrifices.. One still Lives, i dont know about the other.
One, father to his sheep and kids. The other, father to him who shatters his Greenhouse of Hopes.
One made himself of no reputation and killed himself,out of Love. The other doesnt know about this Daddy..i never told him.
One, watches as i type this. Love and Holy Justice. The other,sleeps-completely exhausted. Or maybe he's just having another sleepless night.

what do i do now.. both Daddies watching me. One's Love awaits me and my sins. The Other,awaits my consequences.

i Can go on. man,my ego's just enjoying it. mmm... but there's a Linkin Park song which goes like- SHUT UP when am talking to you, SHUT UP, SHUT UP !